My goodness. I don't feel too well... Seems that my fever came back to haunt me again.. When it's so near my POP date... Haiz. Oh well, what to do.. All i can do is hope that i get well soon.. Currently i'm sitting in front of my laptop with my windows wide open, looking out at the clear blue sky... Shades of blue and fluffy white clouds.. Heh.. Makes me reminesence about innocent times as a kid... Listening to Jay Chou's Ge Qian... Singing along with it.. This is going to be my life for the next few days... Thinking about what i'm going to do in time to come, i really don't know.. I have very limted knowledge and my learning capabilities seem to be failing me... Although just a passing sojourer of this land, i have to make the best of it.. Lot's of things i want to be able to do, but somehow or rather, obstacles always appear in my path to achieving the goals that i've set for myself... One of the most important things i want & need.. To get back to God... Been backsliding bit by bit ever since i got into NS... Not proud to admit it but it's the truth... Still have this complicating issue with my ego and me.. Never wanting to lose face and present myself as a weakling or a loser, always covering up for myself by one means or another.. Have to change, but don't know how to.. It's the survival of the fittest out there and i don't want to be left behind...
Nani Isshiteru?
Saturday, November 27, 2004 checking in at 13:13
Sad story...
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