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Sunday, November 28, 2004 checking in at 13:01

Party~~!

Crap.. Another few more hours and i'll be booking in to tekong again... LOL.. I dun care.. i'm gonna POP soon.. hahha.... This should be a very fun last few days coz we're all gonna be seperated... Gonna bring lotsa junk food and drinks in today... hahah... Let's pArTy~~~!!!

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Saturday, November 27, 2004 checking in at 13:13

Sad story...

My goodness. I don't feel too well... Seems that my fever came back to haunt me again.. When it's so near my POP date... Haiz. Oh well, what to do.. All i can do is hope that i get well soon.. Currently i'm sitting in front of my laptop with my windows wide open, looking out at the clear blue sky... Shades of blue and fluffy white clouds.. Heh.. Makes me reminesence about innocent times as a kid... Listening to Jay Chou's Ge Qian... Singing along with it.. This is going to be my life for the next few days... Thinking about what i'm going to do in time to come, i really don't know.. I have very limted knowledge and my learning capabilities seem to be failing me... Although just a passing sojourer of this land, i have to make the best of it.. Lot's of things i want to be able to do, but somehow or rather, obstacles always appear in my path to achieving the goals that i've set for myself... One of the most important things i want & need.. To get back to God... Been backsliding bit by bit ever since i got into NS... Not proud to admit it but it's the truth... Still have this complicating issue with my ego and me.. Never wanting to lose face and present myself as a weakling or a loser, always covering up for myself by one means or another.. Have to change, but don't know how to.. It's the survival of the fittest out there and i don't want to be left behind...

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Friday, November 26, 2004 checking in at 22:33

POP...

LOL... Yeah...! Finished my 16km route march already, BAC too... Back home now.. (with cough, fever, flu & a sore throat.. geez..) Damn sia. had to go for 2 (that's TWO!!) runs of the bloodied BAC grounds jus coz PC 4 said we were not up to standard... holy balls of fire. We went through a few obstacles, if i can remember correctly, it runs from A all the way to K, total of 11 obstacles. (I'll list em' down jus to bore ya..) At A, we had a 'wall' which we were supposed to take cover behind and await for the GO signal. B, we had a target which we had to hurt by giving it two shadow front kicks and two side kicks. C, we jumped over a log of about, eh... 40cm? Anyways (at D), after that we had another target and we were suppposed to give it a side butt swing and a front butt smash. (LOL. I would GLADLY smash recruit PAN's head if it were there) E, jumped through 6 tires, (yeah, laid side by side, then u like have to jump through the bloody thing as though we had a bad case of 'tua lam pa'... yeah...) Then comes the dirty part at F...hahaha...we had to baby crawl through a aluminium fencing and we got REALLY dirty... like, EW. G, target again, this time, one front kick, one side kick and one side butt. Hahaha... Here comes the SiCkEsT part of BAC! While proceeding to H, we had to prone down and leopard crawl to reach to low wire entanglement where, (for the FIRST time in my life, i actually tasted, felt and 'played' in the mud!!!) we had to back crawl through it to reach obstacle I where we had to give it a low butt swing. Then comes the last two obstacles. (As if ONE low wire entanglement wasn't enough. they JUST HAD to have TWO of it!!!! *^$%#@!?) So anyways, at J was the bleeding low wire entanglement and at the end (K) we had a target which we had to low butt smash twice. Geez. We did all this crap... ... ....TWICE!!! Oh my goodness! But, it's all over now, so i won't complain much...except for the fact that the mud REALLY (and i mean like, REALLY) stank and i got a whole lot of abrasions all over my back and shoulders for crawling through the BAC. Although all of this is shit and we never wanna go through it, hey, what the heck, it's a good experience!

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Saturday, November 20, 2004 checking in at 15:32

Yokatta...!
Finally finished one of the last few hurdles of my BMT life in tekong... Our 16km route march...! If i'm not wrong, this should be the third last major event, continuing will be our BAC grounds where we trash it out with the sun, sand and sweat and of course our long awaited 24km POP march... lol...
Well, i just got back home not long ago... Currently wallowing in self pity coz i have to book in later.. (Ya, like, ALREADY?!?) Oh well, did something wrong, have to face the consequences... (And i was looking forward to go to the carshow at Suntec... Chikuso.)

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